today i turned 25....i don't feel any older. i feel alone. i spent the whole day by myself and i didn't even really care. tons of birthday wishes flooded in yet i didn't see one person to spend any time with. the 25th year of my life will be a change for me...i will make it happen. i want to explore, design, and accomplish something incredible. 5 yrs and counting till italy. i marked this day as a starting point. now to just achieve this goal and i will feel as if i'm doing good in my life. happy birthday to me.